meeting god in little boys
by fire & lake
C putting salt on my food
flown back to Alberta today
L being god life
showing me jigsaw
puzzle on cooking pan
of missing eye and hand tiger
saying it is art food
telling me about a man
who held his breath under
ice meditating for 14 minutes
telling me of sugar bugs
coming out getting tooth pulled

I will be the loneliest god
I will move quickly without
feeling my shape

a blizzard
of color outside
autumnal fire
this is dream
time where
it’s glorious to die

little blonde boy
playing a few
notes on saxophone
big as him
in the wind
little blonde girls
chasing him pushing him